Let Me In

Let me in

I can see the pain on your face

I inquire about what hurts you

But you push me away

Let me in

You don’t have to go into details

Just let me know what’s going on

So I know to tread lightly

Let me in

How can I be aware of your feelings

If you never share your state of mind

Then it seems as if I don’t care

So let me in….

By: The Poet Q

Together And Alone

I say we in this together

In order to make it work

We have to be there for each other

But it feels like we’re on separate planets

And there’s no connection between us

So there’s no chance for us to make it better

Or be there for each other

I made you a promise and I intend on keeping it

But you make it impossible when I see you weeping

And your problems you keep them as secrets

Sometimes I feel alone even when you’re right in front of me

Cause I’m giving you all of me

And inside you’re holding everything

Maybe someday we’ll be sitting in the same room

And you’ll actually be there sitting with me….

By: The Poet Q

Mixed Emotions

You tell me one thing

But you do the other

You say you need me

But keep me outside your bubble

I think I’m doing good by you

But it really seems like trouble

Inconsistent signals from you

Are providing mixed emotions….

By: The Poet Q

 

Toxic Love

You should just let go

You probably won’t

It’s bad for your health

But it’s hard letting go

The love has become toxic

You try to gasp for air

And there’s no oxygen

You should just let go

You probably won’t

If you don’t

It’ll kill you both

But the hope for better

Won’t leave you alone

It’s toxic love

And you should probably let go….

By: The Poet Q

I’m Sorry

I’d write you a love story

But I know that won’t fix a thing

I say things I’m not suppose to

Cause I’m not use to living this way

The few things I wish to change

Are always demons that tend to stay

I won’t justify any action with lack of control

But knowing that I hurt you keeps me awake

As close to you as I want to be

I can’t take the chance on letting my rants push you away

So I’ll wait until you answer my calls and then I’ll explain

No intentions of lying to you cause my feelings for you are real

And my heart tells me the same thing

My apology comes from the heart

And I pray that you can forgive me

And trust what I say….

By: The Poet Q

Me and My Moonshine

Unfortunately this is the second to last Moonshine Dreams post due to a whole bunch of variables and I know I haven’t posted in forever so most of this material is old.

Relationships are a joke

I rather listen to my moonshine

It provides me hope

Finding petty reasons to fight

I won’t play those games tonight

I rather end this now than fake it

Crazy ain’t it, I thought we could make it

Must have had one drink too many

Well life’s lessons burn

And this mason jar provides plenty

Moonshine never ceases to give me….

By: The Poet Q

A Love Hate Thing

She pulls me in then pushes me away
She hates when I leave
But she tells me to go anyway
All while moonshine runs through my veins
She says she wants to be with me
But when I get close to her heart
She crushes my attempts
Then cries when my chemical imbalance
Collides with my Spiritual balance
Causing me to grab my things and walk away
I’m growing tired of the behavior
So I turn to my mason jar and ignore the pain
She loves me intoxicated cause I speak my heart
But closes me out when sober
I can’t take anymore of this love hate thing….

By: The Poet Q

Can’t Win For Losing

I just can’t win for losing
My mind can’t take anymore abusing
How many times do I have to prove
That I’m willing to be there for you
I stopped speaking about the things I could do
And started making them true
But no matter the dedication
I just end up in the category with all the other dudes
Then you say it’s a reality check
Like I never existed in real life
I’m just a figment of your imagination
But I guess doing good for you
Was only what a fool would do….

By: The Poet Q

Things To Say

She told me silence says much more than I’d think
And as much as I wish silence is the answer
It won’t fix these problems or make it go away
In dire need of a solution
I’m running out of things to say
The situation worsens with everyday
My patience is being pushed in every way
I’ve tried to address these issues
But no resolution is being reached
I’m running out of things to say
Late night conversations turn to petty back and forth
I’m doubting that time dedicated is even worth
No matter how I approach or what I do
The feedback reads intense unsaid emotion
But rather than expressing she’ll play childish games
I’m at the end of my line
I’ve run out of things to say….

By: The Poet Q