Moment Of Clarity

I’m uninspired, patience on critical
I’m tired
Trust, hope, & love at an all time low
Spastic brain function results in lack of sleep
I don’t speak or smile anymore
I just grit my teeth
Trying to think my way to peace
Old methods rendered useless
Consider reverting back to addiction
But I can’t afford the fees
Thought about running away
Even crossed my mind to come home
But I know unfortunately
I’ll just fall victim to friends and family Expiration dates stamped on their love & loyalty
In the midst of all this pollution
I need a moment of clarity….